That's what's up.

This isn’t really an epiphany… It’s more of a realization. Actually, all of my epiphanies have been more like realizations. From now on they will be called realizations LOL

But anyway, I’m a cry baby

PS I cry a lot now lately. Over dumb stuff.

Everyone always thinks “it won’t happen to me” until it does… I want to, but what if something goes wrong? I’d be in a lot of trouble.

PS wish I was older

You literally can calm me down just by talking to me. Like I swear, you keep me in check. That’s why I love you.

PS the boypren is a keeper.

This “dream” guy that I read about everywhere doesn’t exist. There is no guy who does all this cute ass stuff and can read our minds on what we want. Girls are confusing as fuck. Sometimes I don’t even know what I’m trying to say. Even that dream guy will mess up sometime. He’ll get mad, yell, say something he’s not supposed to, do something stupid. But that’s my dream guy. We fight, argue, say stupid stuff we don’t mean but we’re okay. We’re fine. I don’t need that dream guy. I have mine already.

PS Fights strengthen the relationship

I hold onto the past too much. I need to learn to let go and forgive. And I will learn. Give me time.

PS thanks for helping me open up my mind hope I didn’t piss you off too bad.